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Intimacy in Delay <Transmissions from the Au Room>

by LRAD

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1.
Wait all day for wait all day for... waitin' all day for something to hold waitin' all day for something more than getting up & going to work waitin' all day for something more for me to get up in the mornin' waitin' all day for... waitin' on a reason for existin' waitin' all day for somethin' more than getting up in the morning and just going to work wait all day wait all day for... i'm just waitin' for the day waitin' for the day it'll feel alright waitin' all day workin' all day just to sleep away the night just workin', workin' to make my way just goin' to sleep going to sleep to face another day to wait to wait to wait all day...
2.
I am walking down the street I am walking I am walking look what I happen to stumble upon the door is open so inviting beckoning me to come in the windows are boarded begging me to come and see what lies on the other side and I step in the air smells of must & mold the debris crunches under my feet I can see plaster littering the floor and I wonder who lived here before and why they don't live here anymore I walk into the next room and I look around the roof is caving the wood is rotting the paint is peeling the brick is crumbling away oh I see beauty in I see beauty in decay I see beauty in I see beauty in decay and as I walk down the street desolate delapidation and brick blackened by industry and the only sign of life I see are the sparks flying in the mill ahead of me and I am infinitely intrigued this is beauty oh such dismal beauty this is... this is... abandoned intrigue this is... this is... abandoned intrigue
3.
the bells keep on ringin' ringin' it in the bells keep on bringin' bringin' it in oh they're ringin' in bringin' ringin' bringin' ringin' bringin' in- ringin' bringin' ringin' bringin' ringin' in- new beginnings... the bells are ringin' the bells are bringin'- they're singin' of new beginnings- new beginnings- (ohhhhh) the bells are singing (oohhhhh) the bells are ringin' in new beginnings new beginnings new beginnings new beginnings...
4.
sugar gauges smell so bad and jujubees singe the hair relapse relapse come to me with dead eyes yellow translucent lips and a mouth so dry watching those around you is... watching those around you is beautiful because sugar gauges smell so bad and jujubees singe the hair combining combining we are combining rendezvous noise-15 minutes- and jaundice yellow faces I am the only one (I am the only one) I am the only one- livin' this daydream sugar gauges smell so bad (I cant even remember how the lights were) and jujubees singe the hair (when I fell out) when I fell out (you are gone) since sugar gauges smell so bad (you are gone) and jujubees they singe-they singe the hair (they are gone) they singe the hair oh... (were all gone)
5.
gonna follow me gonna follow me or what gonna follow me gonna follow you following got a following got a following yeah I got a following- for I don't speak i've learned to tweet and I don't need this body as my mind melds with machine no I don't speak I don't make a peep and I dare not show my body before the words so pristine laid out adorning where I stand with the need for everyone to know where I am need them to see what I see the willful fear of letting known every single thing that yr thinking in the desperate grasp of ladders scrolled for sinking in a world where everyone seems drunk even when they're not drinking for they're all falling following for were all falling following might as well cut our tongues out its not like we need em and we might as well rot the guts out not like we can afford to feed em for it seems we've forgotten how to speak since we learned to tweet and we lay to waste our bodies as we yield to these machines- follow me follow you following and I might as well cut my tongue out cuz soon I wont need it and I might as well rot these guts out not like I can even see them fit anymore for I can no longer speak and i've forgotten how to breathe and from down here on my knees I lay bare this body and beg for release from the efforts of trying to seem unique that lays bare all that is to be & be seen by the wrong kind of being to the meaning of being free for we think this free this isn't free you follow me I follow you followin' me & I'm followin' you too... you follow me I follow you following; me & they're following you they're followin' me too when did we stop fighting and start following we're all just following...
6.
i am painting a building though the paint has all run dry and i hate to admit it the whole time, you were on my mind and i can hear the doves they're cooing outside that third story window and i can hear them congregate and i wish i could relate upon rooftops way up high watch the city bustlin' by ooh, ooh i cant wait for summer rain long flowing skirts trailing behind nothing more to try and hide no more feelings left to deny... oh the doves they coo for spring the doves they coo for they coo for me... the doves they coo for spring... oh they coo, they coo for me...
7.
(no lyrics)
8.
Oh every night I been dreamin' so hard I been wakin' up in cold sweats bakin' beneath the morning sun as it beats upon my bed and in the morning I don't know what to do when I wake up with these thoughts of you for I know it'll never be the time or place for such things but in the morning it feels so confusing dreamscapes castin' such alluring illusions and the shadows they fade before i'm quite yet fully awake an illusive embrace then my eyes open ablaze sitting up amidst the coming day where I'll wipe it down i'll wipe it off i'll wipe it out from my mind I wipe it down I wipe it off I wipe it out from my mind but still in the morning it feels so confusin' dreamscapes having casted such alluring illusions cant help but just wanna move a little closer to what yr doin... just a little closer now now (just a little closer now) said just cant help but wanna move in a little closer to what yr doin' now now now (a little closer now) but as is the morning its just as confusin' soundscapes alluding movements exuding a pungence ripe in time with losing my mind and liquor bitter as lye I cant help it when I move I move a little bit closer said I just cant help it when i'm movin' I wanna move a little bit closer a little bit closer now just a little bit closer now then the shadows they fade before i'm quite yet fully awake... awake...
9.
there's interference there's interference in the atmosphere there's interference there's interference in my atmosphere and I don't wanna fear it but I feel like I cant see clear I don't wanna feel it feel this feel like fallin' no more falling from provin' yrself just fallin' into foolin' yrself as the gravity is pulling you down down leagues beneath you fell down fallin' from proven yrself just fallin' in to foolin' yrself as the gravity is pulling you down down leagues beneath you fell down you failed now but there's an interference and its ringin' in my ear that brings down the rain to mix with my summer sweat and tears for my body is wakin'... my body is wakin' up again my body is waitin' wakin' up again there's too much interference too much there's too much interference too much there's too much too much interference again... there's interference there's interference in my atmosphere and I don't wanna fear it but I feel I cant see clear for my body's wakin' up I cant feel my body wakin' up again oh its wakin' up and in its wake its bringin' its bringin' too much interference too much interference too much too much but my body is wakin' up its wakin' up again just waitin' for it..
10.
(no lyrics)

about

This album represents a storm of sorts. A numbness receding in reclamation just as the months in which it was mended.
This album was created during the first half of 2015 & is the result of learning how to record & layer my vocals so as to try and replicate the haunts & harmonies that reside within.

If you follow the storm you will see...
that if you listen, the storm... it will speak.

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released July 8, 2015

All songs written, performed & recorded by A. Trautman

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