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about
this track was originally produced within an impromptu improv state of dizzying desperation sometime after the results of the last presidential election... as the thin veil of our idea of time had already been slowly showing its dismal and abysmal toothy grin of slow encroaching collective conscious decay...
it is meant to encapsulate the drowsy & droning sound of a rather slow subconscious breath upon which we rendered ourselves as neither awake nor asleep within a singular heaving sigh that was but a prelude to the climactic measures that would unfold so seemingly slow and calm to then break within the belly of the ouroboros of cacophonous dismay & chaos that was but a gust of wind before the dawn of an otherwise average morning upon which we were thrust unknowingly into the simulation we cant wake from nor escape today...
pay attention to your dreams...
for you may never know when they will blend and become one with the reality from which you desperately wish you could wake...
lyrics
((theres too much going on...
for nothing to be going on at all))
and sometimes...
only sometimes
and sometimes...
only sometimes all the time...
and sometimes
only sometimes
and sometimes...
only sometimes all the time
all the time
all the tiiime...
((all the time
all the time
all the tiiime))
it feels like the end days are coming soon (coming soon)
it feels like the end days are coming before i finally break through...
and i cant get out of bed-
i cant hear it comin'
its right outside,
its inside my closet,
its under my bed...
the dystopian dream state
inside my head...
now made
reality-
reality right before me-
and i cant speak...
oh no i got no words to say...
for i cant breathe
(oh no i cant breathe right now..,)
i cant believe
(i cant believe)
its really happenin' its really happenin right now
(its really happenin' right now..)
these are the moments
(these are the moments)
my nightmares were preparin' me for...
its right outside my door...
and i cant hide...
i cant hide no more...
((its all happening...
its all happening...
for its all already happened...))
credits
released March 23, 2019
vocals and drone dream dischords: A. Trautman
A collection of tracks from the singer and multi-disciplinary artist's 111 collaboration series, featuring KMRU, Laraaji, and others. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 25, 2024